Thank you for the picture of your tits
But who you are to me is much deeper than that.
Not to take anything away from your tits, there fenomenal.
And yes I’d very much like to see them in person.
My thoughts and the focus of my life are even more consuming.
My love for you is much deeper than you flesh.
And I can not be happy without you in my life.
And I am going to want you forever.
Your Titties are kind of like an awesome bonus!
I’m allergic to you
Like some people are to
avocadoes or bread or peanuts
But when I see you
I break out in a sweat
My heart races
I get dizzy and forget
How to think
How to breathe
And I flush
As if I might
Burst into flames
I know of no balm
No serum or antidote
Just sweaty palms
Until I regain my senses
And remember how to think
I’m not without my own self-doubt. Ive questioned the wisdom in all of the decisions that have led me here to you. I’ve struggled with all of the questions that anyone would. I have come up with every plausible answer and I have argued for and against them.
But in the end the only thing that I care about, the one overriding thing that I cannot take away, is that I need you in my life. I need to see and hear from you. And everything else, all of the other arguments pail into bland, dull pastel colors.
I’m not going to fight against myself and against my own happiness. I want you in my life, as much as you can share with me. I’m don’t with all those stupid school boy games. I love you and that’s clear.
For all of the times If offended you I’m sorry, but only a little sorry. I’m sure there have been times when I have been misguided, and selfish I’m sure. But my selfishness was never absolute. Ive never pursued my own interest and my own happiness, unless I what though that what I was doing would also make you happy.
I love you Catnip
(Just a reminder, All of these love letters, videos, poems etc are real and unless they are under the catagory Written Not Sent, have been sent to Catnip on the date reflected in the body of the post.
It’s been a couple weeks since we’ve been together and I don’t remember the last words that you said to me. But I do remember the words “I love you”, and I remember the feel of your voice vibrating through my bones until they echo in my strong and faithful heart.
I honestly don’t know what you think of me when I tell you I love you. If you question my meaning or if you dismiss it as some colloquial response that I somehow simply put out into the world, or maybe you think it’s some sort of a device.
But what it is, is a crippling, all-consuming devastating fire that I feed with your memories and with my hope. It’s an ever burning desire within me to connect with you on any level. To simply hear your voice cools and calms it to a manageable but ever unquenchable flame.
Maybe I don’t say these things to you out loud, but that’s because I am usually breathless in your presence. But if you listen closely, you will hear me whispering them to you each night. You might hear them ever so faintly during the day as my heart calls out to you, spurred on by the fires that power it. If you would sit next to me and sit still you would hear them whispered in your ear as they light the heart which beats in, you on fire. Kindling those embers which in know glow within you.
The Selfish Man
A bit further down in this blog is a poem I wrote about how fragile a butterfly’s wings could be and about how it must be a strange wizard that would want to spend his time fixing those wings. https://primalnights.wordpress.com/2012/12/09/a-poem-the-wings-we-all-fly-on/
After I wrote the poem I heard this song and wished I had know of it when I wrote the poem because they would go together so well. This video is called “Butterfly” by Weezer. It is my new favorite break up song of all time. I love it.