I’ve been so afraid of losing you so long, it took a while to realize that you were never mine. You never wanted me. I gave my heart to you and you let it sit there, and did nothing with it.
Although you always come back to me, your heart was always someplace else, with someone else – never me. I’m thinking a little more clearly now and while I still love you and long for you, instead of being afraid that I will lose you, I now know, that it’s you, that is going to lose me. Not because I wont be there for you, but because you will one day walk away. You will settle for someone who loves you less and who you love less than you love me.