Thank you for telling me that you confuse yourself as well. I know its not in your nature to be open about your feelings and I know it wasn’t easy for you to say. So it means that much more to me.
I do love and adore you, and I have paid a steep price for that love, just as you have. While it is easy for me to share that with you, that doesn’t mean that I just say I love you to anyone. In fact I’ve said it very rarely.
But I say it freely to you. You are a rare and charming gift to me and I love you.