Somehow I hurt every person in this world that I care deeply about. Not just a little like when you slip up and admit that yes you were bored at the chick flick you knuckled under and went to. But the deep kind of hurt where they question if at the core of who you are in a relationship, if you are worth the pain that you put them through.
Luckly for me in each case the answer was a resounding yes. So five years from now I’m good. But for the next month or so feelings will be tender and everyone will tip toe around or qualify what they say or even hold their tongues rather than risk the honesty that is so important In a relationship, which sometimes adds to future pain At least that’s how it will feel to me.
I will hold my tongue and qualify my statements compounding the pain and adding to future misunderstandings.
Heres to April. My favorite month if the year.