I hope that someplace in all of my letters to you that my gratitude comes through. I am eternally grateful for you, and to you. I appreciate your love for me and have always seen it. I have never doubted that you care for me. I have always felt great love from you.
Now in this past several months I have realized the sacrifice you make to keep me. And I the past two months especially I see you struggle so hard even against your own fears of men and of touch and the reactions that come because of the attack. I see you breath and tell yourself this “this man loves you relax” I see you work hard to love me thought the pain and suffering you endure.
I see you endure me when just being hugged was scary, and when simple touch frightened you, you endured and gave me your boundaries, AND your love! I will never leave you or sacrifice our relationship, it means too much to me. I am grateful to be here for your and with you because you are healing me too. Thank you Sweet Princess. I’ve never doubted that you car for me. IN the hundreds of lunches you’ve made time for, and the calls and the texts. I love you and will always love you. I can’t wait to return to you once more.
Love Papa Bear