I was completely unprepared to fall in love with you. I would have denied that it was even possible. I knew exactly who I was and I was happy. But I had told myself that lie so many times that I believed that it was true. But I didn’t even know what happiness was, not until I met and got to know you.
My heart and my mind had to have been folded in half because my love for you doubled what I even felt was possible, and even from here I can see there is even more happiness before me as your once folded heart opens up to match it. I thought I understood Love but not I see that I was just a boy and you now let me see what is possible to become as a man.
My heart has been so deeply wounded by you and then healed to a much stronger thing, and I see the same from you. You have been so poorly loved you have not experienced love as you are going to. It bruises my tender spirit to see you recoil from my touch and to run from my tenderness’s but I see the source of that pain and it not me It is another whom you believed was the beginnings of love and the answer to loves questions but that was no and is not the source of love.
Imagine the heights that you and I are going to attain together when you and I are able to let that gain go and instead of recoiling from a tender embrace melt into it and accept that it was sent to you by the true source of all and that what you had found as love in the past was something counterfeit and that as high as it took you this will take you higher. No matter how long that healing takes I will be there on the other side to embrace you again. Love Papa Bear. (I love that you see me that way)