It was basically one month ago that he kidnapped and attacked you and beat you and ultimately tried to kill you. It has been quite a month since and I’m proud of You and of how strong you are in this. I can see that you are healing on the outside and I can see that you are also healing in some very good ways in the inside and at the same time damaged even more on the inside.
Your bruises are almost all healed the only ones I can still see are those on your ankle. And you have stopped limping. I know you jaw still hurts, but the swelling is down and the yellow bruising is gone. I know you still hurt, but you look wonderful. I know its weird to say but you were very beautiful when you were hurt too.
It was hard to see you so hurt and in so much pain and every touch hurt you. I wanted so bad to help you and even gentle touches of reassurances hurt. I’m glad that the worst of the physical pain is gone.
I’m proud of you. I know how hard and scary it was for you to go to the police and feel exposed. And I know that the fear still bother you, but your also getting stronger. It took courage for you to accuse someone who you loved. I don’t want to write too much about it other than to say that I see you getting stronger, realizing your value as you continue to fight for your dignity and as you take back everything that is yours.
I’m sorry “The Asshole” hurt you. But If I could go back in time I don’t know what I would do. As I get to know more and more about what a monster he was to you, I’m grateful that you are able to make an emotional break from him this time it seems to have brought your whole history in to a more clear picture and I’m glad for it. I know you hurt emotionally, and that you are scared. But you are also stronger and healing in powerful ways that would never have happened otherwise. I hope you see that.
have always seen you as a beautiful powerful woman and now you are becoming even more so. I will stop for now because I’m not making the points for you that I wanted to. But stay strong and he will go to prison and no matter what he will never hurt you again. Trust me Princess. I love you.
And thank you for letting me into your life.
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