I don’t know if you were able to read this on my private site or not. I have to be much more careful with that one because it uses your real name as well as mine and the name of our respective spouses, significant others etc. If you were not able to and would like to let me know again Or I could show you someplace romantic and sexy like a McDonalds with wi-if. :-). Either way here is part of what I had put there.
Oh and before that this: you said at some point “you annihilate me sometimes, you know that right”. No I didn’t know that. I had no idea at all. None. Zero. I never want to hurt you let along annihilate you! Im felled that I have hurt you. I try not to hurt you. If I Ever hurt you at all I’m sorry and please just tell me ” your hurting me “. And I will immediately change. I was shocked when you said it, and ashamed. You kind of said it like it goes on all the time and I know it and its what I intend. I’m so sorry if you really think that. … What to know the absolute naked truth. I usually have no idea how you feel! You hide from me in so many ways. First you work so hard to be tough. I want none of that, at all. I want you Anneliese, your tender little heart and your sweet little soul. that is what I want. I’d die to hear what you think of each letter I’ve ever written you. You return about 1/3d of my txts. You respond to about one in 50 of my letters, even to acknowledge that you so much as receive then. So no I had not idea that I annihilate you and I’m sorry. I thought of this all weekend, Im so sorry. I hope i can do better and I hope you will tell me when I hurt you. I hope that what this means is that you feel more strongly about me that you let on and that my words hurt you more that I know. I love you Princess. I’m Sorry.
Dear Ms Anneliese. Thank you for letting me closer to you. Its nice. It’s peaceful and I like it very much. I’m sorry that you still struggle with me. I don’t understand it because you love me and you want to be close to me. Don’t you? It’s not selfish to want to be loved little girl…
I understand that I’m married and that you have a boy. … But I also know that we should love with a each other and share that between I us because its rare and wonderful. I hope you will see that this isn’t something I want to take from you, or even give you, it’s something I want to share with you. I hope you’ll accept that.
I don’t want to ever hurt you Anneliese, and I will get better as we learn to speak to each other. … But I’ve been so cautious, and careful with you that I’m untrue to what is between us, as hard as it is to face directly we are already lovers. I’m not going to pressure you and I hope that’s not what this feels like because I’m truly very happy to just be near you. But I want to kiss you and I Hope that when I hold you that you will not pull away and that you will kiss me back and one day even make love with me. You mean so very much to me.
Thank you for loving me, for taking that risk and for opening your life to and. I will never fail you.
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