Maybe your wondering where I got the name Anneliese, that is explained on a link on my home page.
I spent the whole night writing and still I have nothing to give to you. My mind is a jumble.
I knew you had this address because you tortured me until I gave it to you! But I didn’t know that you came her besides the time I asked you to. Ok so I’m not very bright! But I never meant to hurt you or for you to see the post titled “The No Assholes Rule”. Its a long story but I needed to put it here and delete the original or it would have been discovered. I’m sorry you saw it.
Seeing the name you used in the replay really made me happy. You are Catnip to me. Your my catnip and my Sweet Margarita with Salt.
About your replay. After lunch it felt like a warning. Thin Ice and so on, Especially when you gave me a warning telling me to not fuck it up. That fucked me up. It felt like I was put on notice or warned that I could lose you when you’ve promised you wouldn’t leave me. Discussions don’t bother me, but warnings seem one way. I’m also not the fuck you I’m not doing it because it was your idea type, that’s kind of your thing. I don’t know why it hurt me.
We see us differently. I see it as me wanting to share something with you Not take something from you. Do I seem like the type who takes? In my mind it makes us closer and it makes me a safer place for you. Someone with whom all the bullshit is set aside and there is nothing but trust.
I hope you have a nice weekend.