Dear Ms Anneliese,
I’ve been in love with you so long, weighing your every word and action against my own insecurities that at times I’ve driven myself mad. It’s easy for me to tell you how I feel and sometimes I know it simply spills out of me in mad torrents of words. But while your teasing and flirting come easy for you, expressing your emotions to me is harder for you, riskier I think.
Were different in many ways, but there are so many ways that we are the same, that I sometimes fail to see our differences at all. There have been so many times I have taken your caution as rejection that it has at times wounded me when it should not have.
This past week has been one of the happiest in many years for me. Hearing you tell me that you don’t want to lose me and that you loved me made my mind race. For so long I could not get to where you were feeling that you had put me on the outside of your life, and I know that sometimes I was. But to hear that you needed me and would hide me in your life and keep me watered my parched soul.
I promise you that I will never stop loving you, that every day I will celebrate your love in my heart if I cannot celebrate it with you in my arms. I will heal every sorrow with a kiss and calm your every fear with a gentle touch where the love from my vibrating heart will speak peace to you.
I have often wondered if you were slow to express you feelings for me out of fear that it might somehow dissolve my love for you into something less. But it is so much the opposite of that. You are my Sweet Princess, my Dream Love, my Catnip, My Sweet Baby, My Sweetest Love and I will never fail you. If my love for you were to change it would be from one delicious form to another, like the sugar in your coffee, always sweeter and never bitter.
Thank you for Loving Me.
I love you Anneliese