I want to see you in shadow and in light, both sleeping and awake. I want you to call me when your horny and want to sneak away and let me have your treasures, let me steal touches and glances of all of you. Be my play thing and I will be your dirty little secret. Let me love you and let yourself go and be loved.
I know you’ve not let yourself go when it comes to me and it makes me wonder who it is that you’re protecting. My life is already forever changed and will never be the same again. And I wonder about you. Because for all your bold words, the truth is that you want to make love to me. And you should because I will fill your empty spaces with love. I will forgive you when you don’t forgive yourself and accept you for who you are.
Or you can keep me in the closet and take me out only when you really need me? When you need to be comforted, I will always want to be there if that is all you’ll allow yourself. I will never leave you.
Want to know the craziest think about these letters? Its no the language or the topics. It’s that you have not called and fucked me yet when you want to, When you want that between us! I don’t know or understand shy. Make love to me and see if Im full of shit. See if I can only do and eight of what I say. Try me and see if can love you and be there for you.
I love you.