I’m not without my own self-doubt. Ive questioned the wisdom in all of the decisions that have led me here to you. I’ve struggled with all of the questions that anyone would. I have come up with every plausible answer and I have argued for and against them.
But in the end the only thing that I care about, the one overriding thing that I cannot take away, is that I need you in my life. I need to see and hear from you. And everything else, all of the other arguments pail into bland, dull pastel colors.
I’m not going to fight against myself and against my own happiness. I want you in my life, as much as you can share with me. I’m don’t with all those stupid school boy games. I love you and that’s clear.
For all of the times If offended you I’m sorry, but only a little sorry. I’m sure there have been times when I have been misguided, and selfish I’m sure. But my selfishness was never absolute. Ive never pursued my own interest and my own happiness, unless I what though that what I was doing would also make you happy.
I love you Catnip
(Just a reminder, All of these love letters, videos, poems etc are real and unless they are under the catagory Written Not Sent, have been sent to Catnip on the date reflected in the body of the post.