I’ve had several dreams about Catnip this week that have been hard to bear. This was the first dream:
Last night, I dreamed that she was in a dorm on the top bunk of a bed curled up in a ball on her knees topless and crying.
The room was a typical dorm room but with dirty clothing all over the place. The beds had no blankets on them, only white sheets, and the blankets were also strewn on the floor.
Along with the mess they were two men passed out in the room. One was lying half on and half off the bed, the other lying on the floor, both of them were out cold.
Catnip had called and asked me to come and get her, save her basically. The dream opens when I reached out for her and she reached for me and came into my arms as I lifted her off of the bed and took her in my arms. She began weeping and held me as I took her from the bed, then I held her in my arms as she wept for a few moments.
Then she asked me to pick up the man from the floor and put him on the top bunk which I did. It was clear to me in the dream that she did this out of concern for him, even though it was also clear that she had been hurt by these two men.
The she came to me and wept as I held her and the dream ended. The dreamed sucked. I will post the other dream from earlier in the week tomorrow.