March Email to Catnip. She was having a hard day and wanted too go back to the man that keep beating her so this is the email I sent her. It’s not very good but I I only had a few moments to write her before she made her decision. Her response was “thank you, thank you! I always forget all that stupid shit. Thank you. I love you. Here’s my email:
I would give you anything you ever ask if it was in my power. you have lied to me in the past but usually in a kind or innocent way or in a way that people sometimes do. Nothing really. But I can’t watch you lie to yourself right now just because you are hurting right now. I never want to hurt you but I can’t let you lie to yourself by sugar coating or distorting thing. It has been 4 months since you came to my work and told me you left him. Which was 2 weeks from the day you told me not to call you again. As you read this please dont justify it by saying you deserved it or that it was because you fight back or anything else. I have never hit another MAN in anger and He attacked you when you were naked in the shower. He attacked and terrorized you there in the hotel without provocation or reason. He hurt you so bad you were scared to ride home with him in the truck. He beat you in what should have been your home. He hit you in the face. He bruised your face and arms and torso. he put you head into and made a wholes in the wall. He broke a coffee table with your body and broke other things by throwing you into them. You were scared that he would hurt your son! He kidnapped you and possibly drugged you. You were afraid to go back to your own home and were scared he would find you and you hid from him. You hid from loved ones because of what he did to you and your face and you had to wear makeup to hid the bruises from me and were embarrassed and ran from me when I noticed them. Please don’t dismiss these things. I know you are going through a hard time right now but in late March you told me you were getting better and I know you have had some good days and days when you have said you will never get over him but that you were doing good. I know you always try to put a good face on things and that you still were hurting, but you are now having some bad days. But the days will get better and it has not been very long yet. You need time to heal. I love you Catnip. Please call me.