For a time I had some letters that I didn’t think I would ever be able to give to Catnip. Thats a long story I don’t have time to write right now. I wanted to give her those letters and I knew I would not be able to so I posted a video where I read them out loud whispering. There are about half a dozen of these or so. I whispered so that if she read bumped into them she would know it was me and hoping it would be a little more intimate. I don’t know if she ever saw them or not.