I’m angry today. I changed the look of this blog today and AFTER I made the change it tells me that the mew format and the old one are different and then Bam, I lose a years worth of stuff and a years worth of comments etc. I can still see them, I still have them but they wont show up they truncate and drop off. I tried switching back and that worked fine, but it only put back what was visible. It’s just like starting over. I might have well stayed with one of my other two blogs.
This blog is about a man and a woman who fall in love and who are having an affair. It sounds awesome. The ides of reading about someones affair. But in real life an affair is agony and pain layered over moments of great happiness and hope. Always questioning. I will try to accurately depict it. I’m afraid that in the process it will not show me in a very good light. I don’t know what to say about that. It is what it is.
In the beginning I will put up things here that I can’t keep at home or on my personal computer, because that’s part of it. Hiding!
I have a lot of stuff I’ve written and a lot that I need to hide or get rid of and that I don’t want to lose. I’m somewhat new to blogging, I know a little, but there is a lot I don’t understand. In the beginning I’m sure I will make a lot of mistakes. As a result, I may end up coming back and changing a lot of this.
Couple more things. I don’t want to lie here. There is enough about this that is hard. But then I can’t simply disclose the who’s, and whats, and locations of this thing. I’m not sure how I am going to handle that. But I won’t lie. If I do have to protect someone, including myself, I will make that plain. Other than that, what you see will be the real deal.
Anyway, this blog is about a woman who changed my life forever.
It is about Catnip!